Thank you room of my own
For holding all that was in me

All of the bits and pieces
of my quest to find Elinor.

I came scattered
And I leave completed.

This monk time
Of silence and work

Calming down
Rejecting distractions

Focusing, walking
Sitting, breathing

Sleeping in the loft
Like Heidi

Remembering, thinking 
Hunting for the core

All of it here
Where I sit alone

With myself.